A Year Older

I walk from the beach to the hill

Needs so much times

More than a full moon phase

But I think it's less than a moon eclipse

I try to deny

That I am getting tired

My head dazzling

My nose bleeding

My foot trembling

And my self cursing

I think I will gonna collapse

Before anyone see me happy

I think I am going to surrender

Before I say thank you to everyone

Who helped me

But I see them

Holding my hand

Shaking my body

Starting to call my name loudly

I think I won't hear them, again

The sound of big roaring

The sound of wide laugh

And super awesome jokes

But then I wake up

Opening my eyes

That I can still breathe

I can still cry

And hold their hands

Warmly

I think I am going to give up this long adventure

But now I know

There's always a rope

When my foot falls

There's always a smile

When my face bitter

I believe in You

To a very wonderful

Joyful life

I thank You

I am now feeling blessed

I am now holding my lips

To release the unnecessary pain

And useless cursing

I know that happiness

Does exist.