8/20/16

The Flaws

Morning won’t come any faster.
Not today, in the mid of summer.
The sun is up, but the wind blows hard.
A drizzle of the rain dropped, make all cars ugly.
With a slight of mud in the back of the trunk.
Nobody sees, they all have the same flaws.

Like exactly what people will look at you.
You let them see the pain, the more they don’t care.
Shittiest thing happened to many people.
Problems hit everyone on the road.
The ugly car won’t ruin your days, but the clean one does.
But the right thing will stay the same, don’t try to trade it.

Brain is a thing you trained by knowledge.
But feeling, something you can’t learn through machine.
It fits you, in any forms of shape.
They don’t see if you’re rich or ugly.
What makes people different?
The only answer you can get is by asking them.
Not only judge by the way they holding a cup of coffee.

Is there anything better than a don’t judge by it’s cover quote?
I don’t think so either. So do you.

Do not worry when someone hit your car in the middle of the rain.
The thing you have to worry about is, when the car hit people who walk in the road when it’s raining.

Be good, maybe they will do the same upon you.

In The Name of Losing

They never touch, or seduce me.
But my mind is high and loud, thought they will be coming after me.
Holding my breaths away and send them to the moon.
Trespassing the stars and meteors.
How I am so jealous of my own breaths.
They are the first thing will always come up with a super dream.
What else can I get?

The lightly sparks in the moon make my nerves calm.
Making my eyes shut, and my mouth dry.
There’s a soul in the moon land, in the name of curiosity and love.
Wondering what a soul can do in the place with no hope and tears.
Where else we can go?

They have not pick the other soul to sell.
For all I know, there’s only one stone in the dune, lonely.
The feeling transfers to my mind.
It sickening, how I will end up without no one fly to pick me up.
What else I can do?

The uncertainty of time is evil.
My soul becomes rough, freezing and weak.
Like your butter soaps in the end of the month.
I though I might die. Without knowing where’s my soul landed.
Who else will go to save mine?

Let the nature sum it up.
And tell me when I lie down in the grave for the name of losing.


8/9/16

Bipolar Seizure

If a heart can be measured
I wonder how
They never told me before
Long before sun rises

Two hands clap at the same time
Catching bees and flower
Upgrading my fingers to solitude colour
The red with a little hot one

Seize me up
Seize my heart up
There's an abnormal result

Not as good as baby's heart
But it seems as bad as oldies heart

Seize me up
Seize my heart up
There's a flaw in my lung

Better the smokes vanish
Or hiding

Seize me up
Seize my heart up
Till there's a spoon to my plate

8/8/16

Once In A Time

Years ago before me knowing about heels
Something shining and shimmering
Ugly duck face with no attracting
Wearing only shirt and lame jeans
Walking by closed face
And lips sealed

Curly hair is something I never try
Buying lipstick only once in a year
Getting super everlasting powder
With a nice colour

I stand like a clown
Dusty clothes
Unmatching top
Unelastic socks

That's the time
When butterfly live in my head
Running up and down
Hundred times

Unique glasses haven't exist
Makes me look dull
And stupid

But that's the time
A cat seems so cute
A card smells so nice

Unchanged butterfly
And shiny eyes
I still keep those cats
Once in a time.

8/5/16

The Happiness Project #1

In terms of searching a happiness

The Happiest Goodbye

We will see
Something better and brighter
Running from the sky
Turning to our heart

Something unseen
Not even by the expensive glass
We can see by the heart
The functional one

I know something
About the scary future
And the lame past
I know we can not
Undo the past
Forward the future

I am afraid
Of losing something
I can barely touch
And understand

We know
Life as we know it
We do not know
Life as we do not know it

What life can bring you up
What life can turn you down
Falling apart
Broke

I know
We have to accept
Life as we do not know
The past that kills you

We will remember
As we reminiscing yesterday
And hoping for a better day

We will see him again
Someday in the old journal
Laughing and ashamed

Good bye
I'll see you on the next decade
A past to be remember.