Fortune

I always ask my self what it's like to have a fine fortune
Instead of my perfect life from your point of view
Sometimes if you ask me what would I beg for in advance
I'd love to say that I want to be reborn as another person
 A better one.

Then I walk away someday to a thought you never think before
I go farther and got lost
All I can see is a misery, suffering
I can not even stand for a minute
But how they can?

I woke up crying, a lot
Is this life should be I complained about?
Is this life should be I avoid?
You have seen worse than yours
Now, I wake up, in the night and morning
Just to think, what have I done in the past

As a matter of fact, they do not even think how badly they live
They through so many worse problem
Not only me who feel suffering
Not only me who feel sad and misfortune
Because they live well with a pretty smile on their faces

If this is a lesson, I will take the highest credit
To learn better and longer
If this is a dream, let me sleep longer
But it is a reality
When I woke up and just wondering
How my life will be if I had no fine fortune since I was born

I am in a pretty fortune, now
And I should not talk behind their back.