A Mind Ghost

It is my fictional man
Who used to brought me flowers
Sang me a lullaby
And ride me home after dinner

He wore white shirt
And blue denim
With that loose socks
And old vans shoes

We used to laugh together
Over silly jokes
And people came by
Through our sight

He never called me by my name
He use his code
I am his blah
And he's my brew

Playing mind trick is fun
You can shape anyone
To be anything you want to

Unless,
You stay walk on the road
Not on the sky

But now he's gone
Eat up by my egoism
Ran away from my silence
Leaving me many questions

I should build
Another fictional character
To find him
And tell
Thank you

For remaining in my mind
For staying in my head
For accepting what I was.

Sunday Blues

We already parted
Before we could say hello
Time is sucks
Running bluntly
Without compromising

Yesterday I saw you
In the best part of your shirt
Leaning your arms
To be my head pillow

Something confuse me
There were two of you
Different faces
Same scent
And favorite songs

I woke up
Feeling blues
Wandering why
I should see you
In the middle of crazy days

We never been allied
But I can use your jokes
Inside a small chat
Between me
And someone I don't even know

I thought mother earth was right
Sending me some signs
After new year
To tell me
No one's easy
No one's care

But last night I saw you
In the middle of sleeping
Walking behind me
Wear your favorite shirt
And singing that song

New year will still the same
You still a lucid thing
That I barely touch
Or see