Plaid

So.

I fall in love today.

In a shape of plaid.

Like cube.

But it is not.

Well.

Good day.

Friday.

May 22nd

I love arguing something

I love discussing everything

The time that finally I can talk as much as I can

The day that finally I can think as free as I can

Again.

I have to loose my definition of happiness

Should I give up everything that I believe it will become my happiness?

Or.

Should I never be happy for the entire of my life?

So.

I will not hurt anyone by anything what happened to me.

The moment when I can feel so much happy till smile widely.

The second I get to know that happiness is a very bless thing people have.

The night I have a nice dream.

Thanks for even making me happy effortlessly.

Thanks for the time you could give to me endlessly.

Thanks for good talk even I am not ask to.

It's always exciting to know you better.

From past, now and then.

May 17th

The moment when you feel happy but make others not.

The time when you actually meet what you want, but make others jealous.

Is this the life you talked before?

Is this the thing that you should do?

I've warned my self not to notice for whatever that took my happiness.

But, how if my happiness itself took away from me? 

Should I let them go?

So I change my kind of happiness.

I change my perspective about what being happy should be.

I find another point of view.

What is it?

Like a pandora box.

Full of secret.

But surely will make you the happiest person in the world.

I know what the best thing in my life.

Not you.

Sorry for ignoring what you told me.

Sorry for not being a good person before.

Today, I promise my self not to consider you as a part of my life.

Thanks for everything you gave.

Thanks for everything we've been through.

My love will always with you.